Sometimes...

I feel like Im someone else...

I dont think I deserve the good things...

I dont understand the plan...

I wonder if I could be a better parent...

I wonder if one day my child will hate me for the choices made for him...

I think that my life is pretty good considering...

I think about the baby that will never be...

I would like to go back to school...

I think things are not always what they seem...

I wonder if I make a difference...

I think it doesnt really matter...does it?

Grrr

Im very frustrated right now with Facebook...

I cant update anything, post on anyone's page or post pictures.

This is very frustrating for me.

I cant even put up a message that says I cant do anything!!!

Anyway, we had a great weekend with Jeff & Tina's wedding. It was the quickest wedding I have ever been too but that was okay because it was outside and it was a bit chilly for my little black dress. It was beautiful to say the least...

On a final note...My good friend Sara finally was blessed with Baby Parker John Bleu last night...

He is a cutie!!!

Here are some pictures...1 of Alex in his tux and Baby Parker

til next time

-a

Sorry I have been neglecting the blog world...

Since we last heard from me, I was waiting on book 3 "Eclipse" in the "Twilight" series.

I am currently 659 pages into the final book "Breaking Dawn".

I cant believe its over...

I cant believe I read them all so fast. Well, really that shouldnt be a surprise because they are a very easy read. It sucks you and makes you not want to put it down.

Wow...

By tomorrow it will be over and I will go back to being Magazine girl again.

However, it wont be easy.

-a

Holding

Book 3 will be purchased Friday...

Eclipse

I dont want it to be over already but I cant wait to see what happens next.

Frustration

I finished "Twilight"
I was pretty happy with the outcome and couldnt wait to read the next one. However, I am very frustrated with "New Moon" so far.
I was crying

What has this book done to me?