Blame Canada?!?!

Do not be confused or offended by the title of my blog...

I am merely referencing my addiction to certain TV shows that are from Canada.
My newest one is a cartoon that is on my child's favorite channel, Cartoon Network. Anyway, this show is called 6 teen. Its about kids hanging out at the mall. Its completely silly and very teenish but its very funny and I cant help but watch it.
Actually Im sure a lot of people can relate to this show if you watch it...who hasnt had a mall job or hung out with your friends at the food court? Im pretty sure everyone has at some point...having said that, the characters are of course 16 and this is what they do. As long as you dont read anymore into it...its great!!!
I just wonder what the allure of Canadian TV is...
This is not my first brush with Canada television. Growing up I was a total Degrassi junkie. This show was my show and I didnt even realize until I was probably 16 that it was even Canadian. To me this show was my soap opera...my Mom had her shows so why shouldnt I have mine? I was very sad when Degrassi ended but lo and behold I discovered as an adult that there was now a Degrassi The Next Generation. Now characters that I loved as a child were recycled so to speak in a new format. They even used characters of old in an adult setting...I loved it all over again!!!
Hence, Canada got me all over again...
So now as I watch my new show all snuggled in my jammies...
I add a new show to the ever growing list of addictions.
Im sure they make pills for this...

If today was your last day...

So I got the new Nickelback album...

I dont really know if I like it or not yet...maybe it will grow on me...

There is this one song though.

Hence the title of my blog that really grew on me...

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

I have been thinking about this today.

My question is why do these questions only come up on your last day? Shouldnt this be how we are living life everyday because, lets be honest, do you really know when your last day is?
Im going to try and be better about things...
What about you?

Cold ramblings

Why does it have to be so cold? A few short weeks ago it was a balmy 70 degrees...
Now its like 20...

Just needed to get that off my chest.

Tonight I am alone. Just me. The hubby is working at the 2nd job. Alex staying at Grammy's. I have been just tinkering on the computer since I dont still feel the greatest. I want to be together for tomorrow night. I only have been waiting for a month for "TWILIGHT". There are about 8 of us going and we are going to have a blast. That will probably be the highlight of my weekend...besides going to the grocery store...LOL

Christmas is upon us...which means XM has a 24 hour music channel devoted to Christmas Music. This makes me very happy. When I got in the car at lunch time "All I want for Christmas is you" was on. That song always make me smile and think of my "stalkee". He always says that song is all about him anyway...

I have been wanting to write more lately...
I feel it in my head but when I try to put it on paper, I feel blocked...
My heart feels it too. I miss it.
Perhaps it will come...

til next time...
-a

I don't like the fall...

I always hate the chill of November...

I hate the feeling I am feeling now...after 12 years, I would have let it go.
I dont think you ever really let go...

Footprints in the Sand by Leona Lewis

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand where I'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown along the way

And just when I thought I'd lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say I promise you
I'm always there

When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
And I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary well I know you'll be there
Cause I can feel you when you say I promise you
I'm always there

When your heart is filled with sadness and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend you'll find my footprints in the sand

When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
I promise you I'm always there
When you need a friend

You'll find my footprints in the sand

Sometimes...

I feel like Im someone else...

I dont think I deserve the good things...

I dont understand the plan...

I wonder if I could be a better parent...

I wonder if one day my child will hate me for the choices made for him...

I think that my life is pretty good considering...

I think about the baby that will never be...

I would like to go back to school...

I think things are not always what they seem...

I wonder if I make a difference...

I think it doesnt really matter...does it?

Grrr

Im very frustrated right now with Facebook...

I cant update anything, post on anyone's page or post pictures.

This is very frustrating for me.

I cant even put up a message that says I cant do anything!!!

Anyway, we had a great weekend with Jeff & Tina's wedding. It was the quickest wedding I have ever been too but that was okay because it was outside and it was a bit chilly for my little black dress. It was beautiful to say the least...

On a final note...My good friend Sara finally was blessed with Baby Parker John Bleu last night...

He is a cutie!!!

Here are some pictures...1 of Alex in his tux and Baby Parker

til next time

-a

Sorry I have been neglecting the blog world...

Since we last heard from me, I was waiting on book 3 "Eclipse" in the "Twilight" series.

I am currently 659 pages into the final book "Breaking Dawn".

I cant believe its over...

I cant believe I read them all so fast. Well, really that shouldnt be a surprise because they are a very easy read. It sucks you and makes you not want to put it down.

Wow...

By tomorrow it will be over and I will go back to being Magazine girl again.

However, it wont be easy.

-a